I'm hopelessly and heartbreakingly in love...with Edward, who incase you did not know, i FICTIONAL!!
I hate Stephenie Meyer for creating him and thus playing with my emotions, i think i'm losing it. i thought that my obsession with Holden Caulfield was bad, but this is worse than bad...this is downright insane!
Atleast characters like Heathcliffe, Darcy and Holden gave me hope 'cause i know that there was a high possibility of such kinds of men existing on earth...but c'mon, an Adonis-ish vampire? what the fuck!
:(
:(
I'm pissed of cause i want to Bella but i cant...I can never be, Edward is so perfect...so amazing..yet, so non-existent!
:'(
:'(
i wish i had never read the goddamn series...but what started out as mere curiosity, has now turned into my bitter-sweet obsession..
If only i could snap out of it and face reality!
I'm your average part-time God and full-time joker.
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Sunday, January 04, 2009
i'm bored. making random lists=fun!
STUFF THAT MAKES ME GO CRAZY (in a good way) :
(in random order)
1. Kurt Cobain.
2. Jim Morrison, Jimmi Hendrix, John Lennon, Janis Joplin, John Mayer, Jimmy Page, Joan Jett, Jack White.
3. The Catcher in the Rhye.
4. Nostalgia.
5.Pain Killers
6. Vodka
7.Doodling
8.Fictional characters such as Heathcliffe, Darcy, Johnny Quest and Cullen :)
9.Forrest Gump
10.Notebooks. my fetish. i love notebooks, fancy looking ones.
11.Punk jewellery
12.Wierd but sexed out nose pins.
13.Minute Maid Pulpy Orange...chilled!
14.Phuchhkaas.
15.Chinese food in kolkata. Golden Joy! :D
16. Tintin!
17.Quizzing.
18. Drama and melodrama.
19.Antisocial and reckless behavior. :S
20.The colours black, electric blue and shocking pink.(no, i am NOT emo!)
21.Stars in the sky.
22.Short pleated skirts. i like taking full advantage of my thin legs.
23.Making out with sayar on the sly. Its so innocent and beautiful.
24.jhaal-muri
25.Adda with friends at the lakes...*sigh*
26.procastinating.
27. low budget commercial bengali movies.
28.CCD: oh, where would i be without you!
29.facebook, orkut and the like...
30.downloading stuff off youtube.
31.adobe photoshop
32.classics.
33.heart shaped box-nirvana
34.:) :D :X :'( :) ....smileys!
(to be continued...)
(in random order)
1. Kurt Cobain.
2. Jim Morrison, Jimmi Hendrix, John Lennon, Janis Joplin, John Mayer, Jimmy Page, Joan Jett, Jack White.
3. The Catcher in the Rhye.
4. Nostalgia.
5.Pain Killers
6. Vodka
7.Doodling
8.Fictional characters such as Heathcliffe, Darcy, Johnny Quest and Cullen :)
9.Forrest Gump
10.Notebooks. my fetish. i love notebooks, fancy looking ones.
11.Punk jewellery
12.Wierd but sexed out nose pins.
13.Minute Maid Pulpy Orange...chilled!
14.Phuchhkaas.
15.Chinese food in kolkata. Golden Joy! :D
16. Tintin!
17.Quizzing.
18. Drama and melodrama.
19.Antisocial and reckless behavior. :S
20.The colours black, electric blue and shocking pink.(no, i am NOT emo!)
21.Stars in the sky.
22.Short pleated skirts. i like taking full advantage of my thin legs.
23.Making out with sayar on the sly. Its so innocent and beautiful.
24.jhaal-muri
25.Adda with friends at the lakes...*sigh*
26.procastinating.
27. low budget commercial bengali movies.
28.CCD: oh, where would i be without you!
29.facebook, orkut and the like...
30.downloading stuff off youtube.
31.adobe photoshop
32.classics.
33.heart shaped box-nirvana
34.:) :D :X :'( :) ....smileys!
(to be continued...)
2009: Resolutions!
(I really dont know why i'm making myself do this...i NEVER keep my promises and my resolutions, this list is just for the sake of it...)
1. save money and get that cobain tattoo. the emphasis is on saving the money, instead of blowing it on alcohol, cigarettes and fetishes and not necessarily on the tattoo!
2. stop being so darn narcissistic.
3. study. hah! :X
4. make better use of the fender and not just play power chords on distortion. :(
5. eat vegetables. (note: paneer is NOT a vegetable)
6. control emotions in public.
7. control emotions in general.
8. idol worshipping cobain is acceptable, but not to the extent of creeping people out with my fanaticism!
9. be tolerant towards all those annoying hindi speaking-oily food eating-hairy legged marwaris in school, just one more year and i'll be outta school anyway! :)
10. GET OVER a certain someone. ugh. and no, i'm not taking names...(hint: Mr. S)
11. try to write better.
12. get that piercing count to 15 or maybe more!
13. unlucky thirteen!
14. atleast make an attempt to do what has been asked to in this list!
1. save money and get that cobain tattoo. the emphasis is on saving the money, instead of blowing it on alcohol, cigarettes and fetishes and not necessarily on the tattoo!
2. stop being so darn narcissistic.
3. study. hah! :X
4. make better use of the fender and not just play power chords on distortion. :(
5. eat vegetables. (note: paneer is NOT a vegetable)
6. control emotions in public.
7. control emotions in general.
8. idol worshipping cobain is acceptable, but not to the extent of creeping people out with my fanaticism!
9. be tolerant towards all those annoying hindi speaking-oily food eating-hairy legged marwaris in school, just one more year and i'll be outta school anyway! :)
10. GET OVER a certain someone. ugh. and no, i'm not taking names...(hint: Mr. S)
11. try to write better.
12. get that piercing count to 15 or maybe more!
13. unlucky thirteen!
14. atleast make an attempt to do what has been asked to in this list!
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