Sunday, July 25, 2010

This is Not a Love Note, Or Maybe It Is.

I still remember that day like it was yesterday. I can still feel that rush of adrenaline when we kissed for the first time. It was as though you were the last piece of puzzle and you fit right into place.
The way your hands fit into mine like they belonged there.
The way we looked at each other and knew for sure that this was meant to be. That we were meant to be.
I feel so stupid now that I think of all those moments that clearly indicated that we had fallen hook, line and sinker for each other. We were so naive, or maybe just scared of the consequences if things ended badly.
I will never forget the first time you said those words. There I was- unsure of myself, unsure of how you felt about me, a complete mess and out of words...how things changed with just those three words!

I don't remember what led to that first kiss. It wasn't lust. It wasn't amusement. I don't know what it was, but I'm glad that it did happen. My only regret is the fact that this could have happened earlier, had we not been so incredibly un-smart!!

But for what it's worth, I couldn't be happier.
They said that we'd tire after the first month and call it off. Looks like we keep proving them wrong every single time!

I hope you don't read this, it'd make me super uncomfortable.
Or maybe I want you to read this. I can't express how I feel because I love you too goddamn much so here I am, struggling to convert my feelings into words and so far I haven't done much justice to the former!

You may not be physically present with me at the moment, but it doesn't matter. I can feel you with every heartbeat. Yes, my love for you runs in my blood.

I love you.
Happy anniversary, slightly belated, but still...

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