Edward Cullen.

I'm hopelessly and heartbreakingly in love...with Edward, who incase you did not know, i FICTIONAL!!
I hate Stephenie Meyer for creating him and thus playing with my emotions, i think i'm losing it. i thought that my obsession with Holden Caulfield was bad, but this is worse than bad...this is downright insane!
Atleast characters like Heathcliffe, Darcy and Holden gave me hope 'cause i know that there was a high possibility of such kinds of men existing on earth...but c'mon, an Adonis-ish vampire? what the fuck!
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:(

I'm pissed of cause i want to Bella but i cant...I can never be, Edward is so perfect...so amazing..yet, so non-existent!

:'(
:'(

i wish i had never read the goddamn series...but what started out as mere curiosity, has now turned into my bitter-sweet obsession..
If only i could snap out of it and face reality!