i wish i was a rockstar. being in the school band is not pleasurable enough.
i like playing these power chords, i like acting like a rockstar. i love singing. i love playing the guitar. i love hogging the limelight!
music, especially when making it, gives me an adrenaline rush like no drug in this world can.
the last official performance by the school band is due on the 24th and i REALLY want to put up a good show this time. i want to prove my worth~not just to all those who think i'm not good enough, but to myself.
i know i have it in me. i have showed it time and again, all i need is a silver lining and a whole lot of practise.
i want to live my dream.
play the guitar for the crowd as i watch it mosh, headbang and scream out my name.
i want to sing. i want everybody be swept away by me.
i'm not a diva, not even close.
i'm just a girl with a dream.
But i want to make it big.
I KNOW i can make it big.
with a little practise and a whole lotta luck!