And my abilities.
And I'm often asking myself if I'm good enough these days.
It's really scary.
I would like to think of myself as a confident person, but lately everything's been going horribly wrong. My self-confidence is at an all time low. I feel like I deserve more love and more affection than I'm getting from the people around me. I wish people would be happy for me for a change and not try to bring me down at all times like they do.
No matter how hard I try, I reach a plateau where I feel like I can never be good enough and so instead of rising to the challenge, I merely choose to run away.
I can't help it.
That's how/who I am.
My body is craving for a high. Any high. Just to escape, yet again...
