My life is pretty much down in the dumps right now. I am NOT studying. I have NO idea where my band will be in another 12 months. I am spending most of my time hanging out with people who are all wrong for me. I am doing too much D. I am drinking too much. I am having unnecessary unprotected sex. But the scariest bit is that I am contemplating suicide once again and we all know what happened the last time I went through such a phase...
All I need is somebody to tell me that everything will be alright.Somebody genuine. if you don't mean it, then don't say it. If you don't love me, then don't say it. I wont mind. But just don't pretend.
But I guess that's too much to ask for...
I'm your average part-time God and full-time joker.
