Ignorance is Bliss

I am a nobody.

I am shallow.

I am selfish.

I mean nothing to anybody.

Nobody means anything to me.

I have no future.

I wallow in self-pity.

I swim in a sea of self-disgust.

Your eyes strip me.

I lie naked.

I lie thoughtless.

I lie unforgiven.

I do not trust you.

I do not trust myself.

I feel numb.

I feel watched.

I feel ignored.

I feel crushed.

I feel nothing.

I die a thousand deaths everyday.

I live a new lie everyday.

I pretend like i'm happy.

I pretend like i care.

I pretend like everything is alright.

I am a bitch.

I am a whore.

I am contaminated.

Stay away from me.

Lay your hands off of me.

Set me free.

Feel me.

Know what it is like to be me.

Appreciate me.

Bow before me.

Idolise me.

Fuck me.

Suck me.

Rape my thoughts.

Love me.

Hate me.

Kill me.

Forget me.

Move on.

Bury the hatchet.

Tell me your dreams.

Share your secrets.

Live my life.

Be by my side.

Be my friend.

Be my foe.

Let go.

Dont hold on to me forever.

I am not your's.

I dont deserve to be.

I never was.

I never will be.

I love you.

Till the end of time.

You are the one who keeps all my hopes afloat.