The human mind is capable of stretching to whole new dimensions. My head never fails to shock/surprise me. Lately, it's adopted a new defense mechanism- blanking out.
Sometimes you just NEED to shut out those thoughts from breaking you into a million little pieces. Sometimes you need to lie to yourself to ensure a good night's sleep. Sometimes you just need to shut your mind off so that your life does not fall apart like a house of cards. I did that today afternoon. I will do it again in the future. It makes me happy, so, whatever, fuck reality!
I'm your average part-time God and full-time joker.
