Polythene II : what to do??

Polythene
You're so mean.
You're such a whore
From the core.

I hate you so
Why dont you go.
Your face is a joke
All you do is croak.

About how i have let you down
How i have stolen your crown.
How you wish i was dead.
Can you get me out of you're head?!

Cause i have already done so.
To me you're just another foe.
You're the bitch who thought she knew it all
So too bad you shall have to fall

Fall from grace into the fire
of the hellish pits of your funeral pyre.
You deserve all my wrath and my hate.
That's been swirling in my soul of late.

So goodbye little miss goody two shoes
Too bad you did'nt wisely choose
To be in my good books.
Instead you joined the other crooks!

You had your chance but threw it away.
Now, look at what it's come to today.
So don't you waste your time and cry.
Cause you simply WILL have to die!

Polythene : So unclean

Emotions fail me, i do not know what i feel...how i feel or even why i feel.

is it me?

is it you?

is this an illusion?

or is this really true?!

All the things that i used to believe in have only been deceiving me...my ideals were nothing but a farce...

things are so fucked up
and you don't even care
why do you see right through me?
its as if i'm not even there

My First Entry (yet another blog *sigh*)

this is one of my MOST favourite self-composed poems, don't ask me why!

pop the pill
take a puff
and life wont
seem this tough

smoke pot
try some hash
resorting to 'd'
when outta cash

unprotected sex
two times a day
shall keep
the pain away

orange juice
with alcohol
black magic
vodoo dolls

black nail paint
rock n' roll
death is the
ultimate goal

dyed blue hair
converse shoes
insanity and bliss
-you can choose

junk food and
jam sessions
experience all of
life's lessons

making out
in public
leaving aunties
feeling sick


teenage is tough
its hard being a teen
cause kids are dumb
and adults are mean!